Breathing You

Breathing You

Your taste, the way you are the way you  was meant to  be

Did you know that I thought of you before?

Strangers when we met?

No at lest in my way

But you the path you took  it seems you went away

To this very day

In my mind, in my heart

You are still so real

How I want you

So sad it is not meant to be

From what fault I can not say

I only know

That you are not here

No matter how much to me you are so dear

You’re scent  I still taste

Even after all of this time

Though I do think of you back then

As mine

For you

For you    

For you I give you my heart my love

For you I think of you thru out my day and yes into my night

I wonder if you know if you are in my heart as I sit here

Thinking of  you and me

And how things are gong and what they are to be

For you I  love , so far away but yet so true

That is  you being for me

And me being for you

For you my love I will leave from where I am at in this place of mine

To be with you, in my arms and close to my heart

For you my love I will do so

To never be apart ,for when we are , as  now, I long for you

In ways I can not say in words ,  they are so hard to say

For you I no longer want to be here

But there with you

To look into your eyes of blue

To run my hands thru your hair

While we laugh and lay beside each other

On those long cool nights

With the oceans gentile breeze telling it’s own story to tell

For you I do love , know that is true

And I so want to come there and be with you

To know your kiss, your lips upon mine

To know that time after time

Here in my place

Here in my place so far from you

I sit thinking of what might be

That is about you and me

Crazy  it may be  but yet so true

But in writing as I do

Thinking of things and the way they are

In my mind and in my heart

You are never very far

The taste of your lips I wonder what they must be

In the day time or at night

Do you think of me

Am I wrong or am I right

I know what lays in that path I speak

But know I am strong when you are weak

But don’t let any tears fall from your eyes

I promise you I m not telling you any lies

In a world full of people we are alone just you and i

Can I hold you while waiting in line

Making you laugh and holding you when  we cry

I don’t know about you but that would be so fine

Each and every day that I wake I think of you upon

And in my heart

Full of fear and doubt that I do not deny

But putting it down in words as I do

Not one word is a lie

HELLO

HELLO

Hello it is me again

Have not heard or seen you in some time  my friend

I wanted to let you know

I still think of you in each and every way

Almost each and every day

I think of how you are and what your lips would be like against mine

You see I do this all of the time

I have your picture  in my heart and  in my mind

I was wondering if you was still so beautiful now as then

And could we talk soon again?

Did you know at night before I close my eyes

I see you there and in my dream

So real to hold and touch

Or so to me it does seem

To look in to your eyes

While making love to you

Watching you respond to my caress

Your mouth upon mine

Loving you now and for all of time

Your breast , pressed up against me

Your breath upon my face

Your arms around my neck

You wrapped around me

I can not seem to think of no other

For you love I so want

To live or die  I do not care

For there no other

If back a ways

If  back a ways

If back  a ways in that time that seems so long ago

Did you know that I loved you in ways

Ima not sure how to say anymore

In those days from long ago

If now was then and then  back then

I wonder if you would think of me in the way I think of you

I know it sounds silly to say

But this is now and no  longer yesterday

If I but could hold you  once again  in my arms, with us looking in to one another’s eye

Under that blue summer sky

On that day

I found then that  there was really no more to say

Back then  on that day

If but now as if it could be then

Would you kiss me   and love me?

Would  it be fun again

Would it be good or a sin

I don’t know , icant now say

But I do remember that day

So long ago

To some it may seem

It wasn’t to me

But just a moment

From then

Silent dreams

Silent dreams

Silent dreams I have when I sleep in my room while dark

Dreaming of things  I am not sure how to say

Dreaming of the those nights with the wind

Dreaming of those nights full of sin

Dreaming of those nights that seem to go away in the end

I wonder tho from time to time

What could I have done to make it real

Was it it just that ? a dream and nothing more?

Or real in another time that is no longer here

But gone again like the others more and more

But to dream of another day, a new one to be

With nothing to hear or anyone in them to say

Nothing but quiet

Nothing but a silent dream

SOMEONE

SOMEONE

Someone touched my heart not that long ago

It was you or didn’t you know?

Touched me in a way I haven’t been in so long over time now

I can seem to say so here but only try to and say how

I can tell you that when I hear your voice I so melt inside with  love

That it is so hard to tell you those words when I do

Falling like I do and smiling as one does do

In your hands I m your clown your fool

When I wake each and every day I first think of you and how you are

Silly I know you and being part so far

As we seem to be today

But that is ok for now we can find each other tomorrow or the next day

When I hear you laugh at my foolishness that I say and at times am

I can see your eyes light up with the dark brown color that they are

They call them bedroom eyes I understand

And I can see why they are

Don’t judge me too harshly over what I say

Or even on what I do

Some of that was long ago another day

But that was someone else and not you

When you are alone in your home at night

Do you ever think of  me

Do you wonder from time to time what it might be

That is you and I 

Remembering

Remembering those times that seem yet so close but really are gone

I still think of you in my heart for you I long

I remember those times we made love, so deep, so passionate still

Your soft white skin, your kisses so deep, your eyes so soft

Still even now you bring me to that heavenly loft

Your laugh, your softness I still feel even now into the night

How your kisses was so sweet to taste, your breast filling my mouth and hands

Your moans as I tasted you so deep

Seemingly always right before I went to sleep

I can even now, trace your lips with my fingers, and feel them up on me

How you would touch me deeper than anyone I ever have known

Not just physically, but spiritually as well

Ill remember you always from now unto forever

Your taste and ways, your walk and your ways

Yesterdays kiss

Yesterdays kiss

The  last time I held you in my arms on that fall brightly  lit day

Was the last time before you said you had to go away

 You didn’t say or wouldn’t say where you was going to go

But when you did I knew then I couldn’t ever love you less you know

I remember  that look in your eye I wonder now if it was truth or a lie

I cant seem to say I am not even sure

Your gone that I do know

Did I mention that I miss you so?

For ever and ever  the clouds seem to darken my day

But when I think of you and what we was

My heart belongs to you in each and every way

That is what I thought in my mind and my soul

I thought about us

Do you wonder about that time back then when we was

Do you wonder or think of me when you do

I want to let you know 

I still always think of you

Where are you

Where are you (tonight)

Where are you tonight ? not in my arms or in my sight

But in my mind and my heart

Where did it all go wrong what was not right

I can say so many words now maybe more  now than I did then

Even if it was a sin

I think of you on night ‘s as it is tonight

Wonder if you are all right

Will you call or come by

And if you do will speak the truth or will it be a lie

Like before when it was just you and i

Before it was more than me

In that you wanted to be more than just free

Perhaps I should let it go and let it be

But it is so hard when I think of you and me

When we held one another and looked into one another’s eyes

Did you feel my love, from my heart talking to you

Or did you look and into the skies and think of those lies

How you laughed then and made me such a fool

Where are you  tonight?

I can not seem to think of no other

To hold you once more and taste you through the night

I no longer care if it was wrong or even then right

Thinking of you

Green  yellow and blue as I sit here looking out my window

Thinking of you

Thru the day and perhaps the night

Do you think of me  loving you is  so wrong or is it right

When I hear your voice my heart does yet ache

For your touch,your kiss, your love

I know you can guess how I feel

I offer you my love and my heart

To and for you now and forever more

Don’t run away or leave me alone

For your love I so long

When looking at across the way the wooden fence that seems to run

As far as I can see

With the trees and wind blowing

I feel so strong to say

I want you  for me

To hold you in my arms and look into your eyes

To taste your lips upon my own

To kiss your tears away

My heart does so ache

Listen to how it beats and in pain does moan

Together you and I, I want so to be

That is your man and you my woman

For ever and ever

You and I

There you are

There you are once again here with me once again

Are you here as my lover or my friend

Or will you leave  like before

And kill my heart once  and some more

When I think of those stars lights late at night

I think of you and now here you are

No longer gone but here again like a ghost from the past

Not scared as in fright

But of the unknown as well as if it is wrong or right

You saying what you said to me over the phone wanting me to come over

And see you tonight

I know I want you that is so true

But I want you for you to want  me

Like I want us to be

That is you and I in each others arms with our lips pressed upon one another

Looking into each others eyes

Knowing there is no more lies

Only that which is between you and I and the sky

Your mouth so soft against mine

Your taste so wonderful to know

Did you ever think I felt the way I do

As I tell you now

With my heart open for and to you

Now and for all of time

TEARS IN THE RAIN

TEARS IN THE RAIN

Have you  ever been standing somewhere        

And seen  tears in the rain?

Have you  tho ,ever seen them roll down a face

That you cant really see, or say whom it may be

I can say I have, but when it was I can say

But I do know that it wasn’t you 

I did see

I seen them roll away in the rain

in loneness, in fear and in pain

but I never seen you weeping so

be it fear or pain

something iam trying to say and they words sometimes flow

thoe at times not as well I would want them you know?

When you see them , that is if you have  in the rain

Did you know then what it might be , or what was their pain?

This I know, and to be so true

You have been there for me

And that is what I seem to want to say

That I know iam your fool

But yet in the sound of your voice

I drown so deeply as in a water of  pool

Remember for now and before and evermore

Iam here for you as always ill be

I will never turn away or try and run for the door

Iam your servant to do whatever it may be