You didn’t have to lie

You didn’t have to lie

You didn’t have to lie

All that time ago

So many years have passed and I still ask why

Something inside your mind

And soul

Broken and foul

What it was and still is

I haven’t a clue

I remember how at

The start

You wasn’t what I thought

In the end it was

My actions

But your sin

You didn’t have to lie

All that time ago

So many years have passed and I still ask why

ANGELA

ANGELA

Oh Angela where are you tonight

Do you think of me or all of those other nights  

Those times

Those others

Other than me

I still love you no matter what

It is something I can not help

Just the way things are

Your sweetness

When you was

Still upon my mind as well as my soul

I wonder where did our love go

Till this day, with sadness I look upon when

You and I was one

I feel so alone

With you gone

I told you how your kisses where so sweet

You might had thought I was lying but it was the so hard truth

Of then I speak

Without you

I still feel

In ways

That life is so

Bleak

Something of a fact

Here at night, thinking of you, being so far away

Will you think of me thru out your day?

Or am I just another thought upon your way

Just to let you know, you are more than that

To me, in  my way of thought

Just something for me to say, something to be,

Something of a fact

I seen you from pictures and from this and that

But I feel you

In my soul

In my inner being

My thoughts upon you

Perhaps I am a clown

Or a fool

You can say, more than I

I can tell you truth, from what I have seen

From what I have done

I do wonder if you would want some

Or are you done?

Your hair, I long to have in my hand

Would you let me be your man

Would you let  me make you laugh

Or would you cry

Before that tho

I would so try

something about

Something About

Something about the way things are

I can not say that it is right or even wrong

Tho it does seem to always happen at the wrong time

Always looking for it it to be not so long

But yet it seems so wrong

I see things different from a time form before

But I must say

From time time or even by time, I am it’s whore

More and more

But what can one do?

Being it’s , time, clown and fool

But to go like I do

And let it be what it will be

 But yet , I still fight to be free

So it is what it is, it will be what it will be

But I ask in the end

Will I still be me

Of what I am  or what I have become

YESTERDAY I STILL THINK OF

Yesterday I still think of you

Yesterday I was still your clown

Your fool

Once more and yet once again

We start

And here we are

But yet your kiss, your touch

The way things get done

They way we are

Yet your not here

I have to ask are we done?

The way you give me a look

The way you

Move

The way you stay

When you say

I love you

What am I to do

What am I to say

Did you not know that I am still in love with you

To this very day

Breathing You

Breathing You

Your taste, the way you are the way you  was meant to  be

Did you know that I thought of you before?

Strangers when we met?

No at lest in my way

But you the path you took  it seems you went away

To this very day

In my mind, in my heart

You are still so real

How I want you

So sad it is not meant to be

From what fault I can not say

I only know

That you are not here

No matter how much to me you are so dear

You’re scent  I still taste

Even after all of this time

Though I do think of you back then

As mine

For you

For you    

For you I give you my heart my love

For you I think of you thru out my day and yes into my night

I wonder if you know if you are in my heart as I sit here

Thinking of  you and me

And how things are gong and what they are to be

For you I  love , so far away but yet so true

That is  you being for me

And me being for you

For you my love I will leave from where I am at in this place of mine

To be with you, in my arms and close to my heart

For you my love I will do so

To never be apart ,for when we are , as  now, I long for you

In ways I can not say in words ,  they are so hard to say

For you I no longer want to be here

But there with you

To look into your eyes of blue

To run my hands thru your hair

While we laugh and lay beside each other

On those long cool nights

With the oceans gentile breeze telling it’s own story to tell

For you I do love , know that is true

And I so want to come there and be with you

To know your kiss, your lips upon mine

To know that time after time